i sat on my bay window in the living room. i broke out my guitar, and started playing for the first time in a really long time. i mean, i've whipped it out every now and tried to play a few chords, but it never really works the way i want it to. so i end up stopping pretty quick.
today, i really played it. i started singing "Come Away With Me" by Jesus Culture.
i imagined the Lord sitting on my couch watching me, and smiling. the sweetest smile i could ever imagine. i heard the words, "this is what you were meant to do. to worship me. to sing to me. i love you, beautiful."
beautiful is His name for me.
my soul is healing. my heart is mending. my life is beginning to come together.
but,
this is only the beginning.